As I, once more, integrate with the ordinary world, I receive a large number of instinctive/emotional demands that take this energy away from me. Yet, by performing the daily practices, I am able to recover a high energetic state of being, take a distance from all emotions and be selective with the demands.
I ought to talk kindly to myself, listen to myself and listen to my breathing, not swear, live every moment, practice a healthy life style, eat and drink with moderation, enjoying textures, smells and tastes, do sports and communicate more. I must keep some distance and let go of everything that holds me back and limits my evolution.
I ought to have total trust in my possibilities and right now, after my second trip to Altai, I feel that under the influence of the Masters everything is possible. During my second seminar in Altai I have been able to observe everything with less attachment, with greater awareness and to be more in my essence. This has made me feel more part of the group, as if we were One, and this because I have not been wanting to be judgemental, but simply, through detachment and a good disposition, be part of its multiple unity.
Right now, I have recovered the inner happiness I hadn’t experienced in a very long time, possibly since my early youth. In addition, my awakened sexual energy unfolds both my creativity and the highest emotions.
It has now become very important that I set everyday some feasible goals on the way of reaching my final AIM. I must keep my energy and continue to create it in order to “making it practice”, as only through “doing” ideas can transform into projects.
A very big hug,
J.