I would like to share with you my experience in the hope that this may be helpful to you.
When we develop ourselves within us beats the enthusiasm of transcendent knowledge and of sharing it with others. It could not be any other way! Thanks to the knowledge of the School of Goddesses I am now a happier, more complete woman and, in addition, both my inner and outer world have been totally transformed. This is my story.
I was an ordinary, not very feminine and not at all attractive woman. I had a small hotel on the coast, which allowed me to survive with dignity. I had inherited the business from my family and, as my parents grew older, I became the manager.
It was a small hotel that could host 25 people. It was very old fashioned, with decorations from the 60’s as,since then we had not been able to refurbish it. I had always dreamt about making some changes to it, to give it a more modern touch, but I never had enough money to actually do it, so that all my wishes had remained only dreams.
My life, as the hotel, stagnated: as the hotel, I was stuck in routine. I felt contradictory emotions: on the one hand I felt lucky that I had inherited the business but, on the other, I wanted to get out of it and live new experiences, explore other places far away from the small village on the coast were I lived.
From one of the hotel rooms it was possible to enjoy an amazing view of the sea. I loved to go there and watch it, watch how the waves broke on the shore, hear the sound they made when they hit the rocks and look at the variegates and blinding light of the sun’s rays on the water… Everything I could see, smell and feel relaxed me completely: my mind would stop and I would feel that I also was part of the landscape, I was transported… It was a real natural show!
How many times did I stop and gaze at the sea enjoying the moments nature gave me and asking the Universe: “Can I expect anything else from life? Will I be able to fulfil all the wishes that linger inside of me? Or must I accept that this is mine and only life option? Am I in the right place?”
I always asked myself these kinds of questions, but I could only share them with the sea, with the sun… These were my intimate friends; my family could not understand my existential doubts, they told me I was crazy, that I should be thankful for having a roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to wear. They pushed me to get rid of what they called ‘crazy dreams’. Something in my being could not lower the head and accept my family’s comments: theirs were not valid answers for me. My inner voice insisted there was far more for me to experience and to discover and that, some day, it would all come to me… Yet, when and how was still a great mystery!
Days went by and nothing ever changed until one day, as I was standing in the reception of the hotel, a beautiful woman appeared. Her beauty exceeded her physical body: she expressed a magical femininity I had never witnessed before. I stared at her in total astonishment, as hypnotized by her beauty and charm. We started a conversation and she told me she had come to my village because an intensive course for women was going to be held here and, to my surprise, she told me how she had felt that she had to give me this information and invite me to the conference, which was going to happened on the same day. I accepted without hesitation: she emanated such serenity and peacefulness that her words echoed within my being as I had never experienced before.
I organized everything at work so that I could have the afternoon free to attend the conference.
At that meeting, they talked about what feminine essence is and how a woman needs to be in touch with it, for it is such an important part of her self. Each word the lecturer pronounced vibrated inside of me, was like a ray of light that shed glow over my inner shadows, giving me answers to questions I had asked myselfso often… How many unanswered questions!!!
During the conference I felt how a deep state of harmony, joy and faith possessed me. Of course, when they announced the course, which was to be held after 3 days, I signed up without a second tought!!
They told me to bring scarves, make up, high heals to the course… “Mmm”… All those were unknown to me…
The course was held in a pretty room in the village. It was wide, full of light, decorated with beautiful figures of gods, with candles. The fragrance of incense reached every corner of the room, a beautiful Persian carpet covered the floor and a hanging lamp from the ceiling gave the hall a luxurious touch. When I walked in, I felt as if I was in another dimension, everything was beautiful and full of mysticism.
The tutor arrived and we started the class. Some of the women had already participated in previous courses, whereas some of us were new. It was easy to tell who the new ones were, because the others had a special brilliance.
I will remember that day for the rest of my life. What I learnt opened the doors to a new and fascinating world: ‘The woman’s world’. To discover that inside each one of us lives a Goddess and to get in touch with her is…. amazing, exhilarating!!
What went on in there is a secret, which you may also discover... if you want. All I can tell you is that what happened within me was a radical change that gave me: self assurance, joy, passion for life,… There was a “before” and there is an “after”, a marvellous ‘after’.
After that course many others came, some in my own village, some in other cities both in my country or abroad.
I shifted from being a woman, who could only dream and was unable to materialize any of her wishes to becoming the woman I am today: feminine, mysterious, charming, self assured, joyful, passionate andsensual…
People in my village can barely recognize me: before I was like a flower whose colours and fragrance had faded, whereas now I emanate the best scent and the shiniest colours: my divine femininity has been revealed!
After the first courses some people who helped me to transform my business, so that I could refurbish it and enlarge it, appeared in my life. Now it is far more successful, so I may allow myself the pleasure of travelling and attending seminars in special places of power, where I can continue to develop myself, being everyday happier and more fulfilled!
Now I know what I want in my life… and I have the power to achieve it!
I truly wish from the bottom of my heart to all women, that you find the happiness I have encountered!
Maybe we meet some day in one of the seminars of this marvellous School of Goddesses!
